SoBasically...

I feel

disgusting

because

of you

The thing is, I hate missing people.

And it seems that, I miss you every single night.

Now that might seem perfectly normal, but two nights ago I started crying because of it. Not normal in the least.

and then I stopped, because I felt desperate and weak and not ...me.

That's bad, because that makes me want to distance my self from you, even tho I miss you. Ironic, isn't it?

I'm a mess. This is not becoming. Please come give me a hug.