--originally off of the Radiohead blog.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Contact
I hope you feel awkward,
so did she
so did she
stop,
take a deep breathe,
plaster a smile,
turn your body,
make eye contact.
Walk,
left right left right,
lean forward now,
lick your lips,
make body contact.
Tilt,
slightly to the right,
the way he likes,
feel the lust,
make lip contact.
kiss,
lightly at first,
then rougher 'til,
grip tightens,
make tongue contact.
press,
hips against hips,
pulling at buttons,
far too fast,
make skin contact.
love,
pretend he cares,
banish the fear,
not a lie,
make muscle contact,
pain,
stop shaking,
it doesn't hurt,
you liar,
make liquid contact.
done,
tired bodies,
zipping zippers,
glance goodbye,
such brief contact.
Celery - Miracle of Negative Calories
Sister says, some eat.
why? I don't want to eat dinner lately.
Mother says, this skipping meals is unhealthy, come eat!
Or Lunch. Maybe scarf down a bowl of cereal for breakfast.
Sister says, father's waiting at the table.
I don't care. I really don't. It's not like he actually enjoys my company.
Sister says, father's going to get angry, go join the family.
There's no point when he's angry all the time anyway. Okay fine, I'm coming.
Father says, you're not eating enough young lady. You're looking worse everyday.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Mother says, why're you eating that much? you realize you're going to get fat and develope acne.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Father says, look at you, you look disgusting.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Sister says, stop pissing them off, you know it'll just cause a fight.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
And now I'm craving celery. Keep chomping, so Father's pleased. Keep slim, so Mother's pleased. Keep my mouth full and unable to talk, so Sister's pleased.
How to please self?
Unknown.
why? I don't want to eat dinner lately.
Mother says, this skipping meals is unhealthy, come eat!
Or Lunch. Maybe scarf down a bowl of cereal for breakfast.
Sister says, father's waiting at the table.
I don't care. I really don't. It's not like he actually enjoys my company.
Sister says, father's going to get angry, go join the family.
There's no point when he's angry all the time anyway. Okay fine, I'm coming.
Father says, you're not eating enough young lady. You're looking worse everyday.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Mother says, why're you eating that much? you realize you're going to get fat and develope acne.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Father says, look at you, you look disgusting.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
Sister says, stop pissing them off, you know it'll just cause a fight.
Thanks, I'll keep that in mind.
And now I'm craving celery. Keep chomping, so Father's pleased. Keep slim, so Mother's pleased. Keep my mouth full and unable to talk, so Sister's pleased.
How to please self?
Unknown.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
ThoughtDuJour
"You call it madness but i call it love" - Don Byas
you are stunningly wonderful more often than not (we fight too much)
we speak harsh words more often than not (we don't talk enough)
we hear silence more often than not (but at least we're together)
but we're together more often than not (what a phenomenal feeling)
I can't get enough of you more often than not (we should be together)
so what if there's silence more often than not (we should be together)
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.
you are stunningly wonderful more often than not (we fight too much)
we speak harsh words more often than not (we don't talk enough)
we hear silence more often than not (but at least we're together)
but we're together more often than not (what a phenomenal feeling)
I can't get enough of you more often than not (we should be together)
so what if there's silence more often than not (we should be together)
Smiles and her laughter
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time
Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time
...the only thing that I've been waiting for.
I hope it's something worth the waiting
It's the only time that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily. -- From First To Last
It's the only time that I ever feel real
'Cause thunder storms could never stop me
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily,
There's no one in the world like Emily. -- From First To Last
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
IHateYouRightNow
Actions speak louder than words,
But your silence is deafening.
You won't let me in,
Never fucking let me in,
Seconds where you won't look me in the eye,
Seconds when I don't expect you to say it back,
Seconds that fester in the back of my mind,
Seconds that you won't forget,
But rather rashly ask me to.
Silly bum,
I can't.
You're far too important.
But your silence is deafening.
You won't let me in,
Never fucking let me in,
Seconds where you won't look me in the eye,
Seconds when I don't expect you to say it back,
Seconds that fester in the back of my mind,
Seconds that you won't forget,
But rather rashly ask me to.
Silly bum,
I can't.
You're far too important.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Friday, November 6, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I'm not here.
this isnt the right way.
this isn't happening.
no. please.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
no.
this isn't the right way.
can't be fate.
i won't let it.
helpless.
clouds, shades of grey.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
walk, ten strides north.
X marks the spot.
dig dig dig. a chest.
i don't have the key.
this isn't the right way.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
stop, a brick wall.
won't let me in.
never let me in.
use. abuse. trash.
never let me in.
use. abuse. trash.
no. please.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
dont. stop.
urgency.
please.
don't stop.
this isn't happening.
no. please.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
no.
this isn't the right way.
can't be fate.
i won't let it.
helpless.
clouds, shades of grey.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
walk, ten strides north.
X marks the spot.
dig dig dig. a chest.
i don't have the key.
this isn't the right way.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
stop, a brick wall.
won't let me in.
never let me in.
use. abuse. trash.
never let me in.
use. abuse. trash.
no. please.
i'm not here.
i'm not here.
dont. stop.
urgency.
please.
don't stop.
To Do
To Do
Get contact lenses
Find your phone
Do your homework
Make pairs of your socks
Say goodnight to love
Say your prayers
Buy a pirate ship
Get contact lenses
Find your phone
Do your homework
Make pairs of your socks
Say goodnight to love
Say your prayers
Buy a pirate ship
Monday, November 2, 2009
ThoughtDuJour
They say there's a thin line between love and hate.
I think they blend into one, until you no longer feel the difference, just a strange exhilaration.
Your love? --it's a privilege; that he takes all of who you are, not just his favorite parts. That the two of you don't end when the physical does.
Perhaps given away, never earned, and followed through with blindly.
Your hate? --it's an indicator; that you're not completely inconsequential. Yes, you resides in the darkest corners of his mind.
You haven't become just another person in his past, a memory soon to lose it's shape. It means he still cares.
What if you don't deserve his attention?
Am I worthy? --No.
I think they blend into one, until you no longer feel the difference, just a strange exhilaration.
Your love? --it's a privilege; that he takes all of who you are, not just his favorite parts. That the two of you don't end when the physical does.
Perhaps given away, never earned, and followed through with blindly.
Your hate? --it's an indicator; that you're not completely inconsequential. Yes, you resides in the darkest corners of his mind.
You haven't become just another person in his past, a memory soon to lose it's shape. It means he still cares.
What if you don't deserve his attention?
Am I worthy? --No.
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