Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Talk Show Host

|| youu want me?
fucking.come.on.and.break.the.door.down.
--(i'm ready)


Talk Show Host. Radiohead

Monday, September 28, 2009

Wants

I want you
I want you
(to feel free)
I want you
(to be honest)
but most of all
I want you.

Please, Please, Be Mine?

Sunday, September 27, 2009

ThoughtDuJour

The Big Man Up There tell us not to kill, because it is a a major sin.

But when a person is driven to suicide, is it still a sin for those around him?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Exert

The only words i manage to choke out and they're meaningless. They don't come anywhere close to expressing what i really want to say, what i really feel. My through is clogged with confessions, so many that they fill my chest and squeeze around my heart till i can't breathe, and the same stupid words just keep pourig out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I am sorry. I'm sorry for trying to forget him. I'm sorry for telling him he was nothing to me. I'm sorry for abandoning him, for making him depend onn me and then deserting him. I'm sorry for taking him in when we needed him and then kicking him out when we were through using him. I'm sorry he couldn't trust me enough to tell me about Ginny. I'm sorry that he was right to not tell me.

He's not the traitor. I am.

-- Lions Of December. Gravidy.


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Ajaxx

- last night, I stayed up too late working on an assignment
- this morning I got late printing off that very same assignment
- first period was a royal mess because I didn't understand a word she said
- lunch came with a greasy surprise of a pizza stain on my chest, in the most awkward spot
- by fourth period, I realized that assignment from last night had mysteriously disappeared
- the end of the day brought another surprise, in the form of my missing phone



--- and i saw you right as i was about to break down,
and i'm still happy as a clam.

WouldYouBelieveMe

What's the latin word for "spy"?

Would you believe me if i said exploradora?

HappyMakingMoments

Today at my school, we had a lock down drill to prepare for any intruders. We had to lock the door and sit quietly in the corner for ten minutes. About half way through, the door bursts open and my principal dressed in a Darth Vader suit shouts, "Fools, I have a spare key!" and runs out. It was the single most frightening yet thrilling experience of my life.

--MLIA

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

The Seconds Wouldn't Pause, Not For The Likes Of Us

I fell in love today,
It lasted maybe five seconds,
Thirty at the most,
But I fell in love today.

It quickly turned into lust,
It lasted a lot longer,
A lot longer than it should've,
It quickly turned into lust,

That fell apart quite quickly,
The seconds wouldn't pause,
Not for the likes of us,
We fell apart quite quickly.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

CheersToGreatMemories

what's wrong?
(we're over)
i didn't notice
(me neither)
should we try again?
(what's the point?)
why do you still say hi?

(because, to put it simply, you're far too good a memory to let go.)

cheers, Fattastic, to a phenomenal friendship.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Blind

Without a wish, without a will,
I stood upon that silent hill,
And started into the sky until,
My eyes were blind with stars and still,
I stared into the sky.

- Ralph Hodgson

ThoughtDuJour

One long forgotten memory can bring back a flood of forgotten pains.



when that person walks back into your life,
--you can't say no.




you can how ever, smile as if nothing is wrong, as not to fuel the fire.