Musing

I’m happy. Life is good. Finally over Ajaxx. Colgate likes me. And for once I’m content being single on Vday because I’m not yearning for anyone.

Colgate: Fit. Built. Nice smile. Gorgeous lips. Brown eyes. Black fauxhawk. Brown kid. Dresses fit. Like super fit. Except for his hobo hat. Older. Kind. Virtuous. Really effing virtuious. Incredible self control. Fit. Smart. Fit.


There’s that little issue of how he doesn’t date because he doesn’t want to disappoint his parents and Allah. Untouchable. Also that he only recently reformed (around last year) and used to date a really great girl, who’s still heart broken. Off limits.


Here’s a first – my mates actually think he’s attractive. Unlike what they think of the rest of my exs. Hoorahh !


Even past all that, I like talking to him and making him smile and joking around. Yeah, we won’t go out. But his company is enough to make me happy.

He called me beautiful.
Life is good.