ThoughtDuJour

Thoughts:
1. Fear is our biggest motivation.
2. "What if" is the most dangerous question to ask your self.
3. Time to think will be your downfall.

--fear of others,
---fear of self,
----fear of not being enough,
-----fear of never being enough.

you love him, (quite a lot)
but, what if, (it's irrational but..)
he doesn't love you back as much? (What if he never does?)
you know he does, (he says he does)
but the question lingers, (always in the back of your mind)
what if, (it can't be but..)
he is in fact just a fake, (with fake smiles and hidden agendas?)
what if? (what if)

having time to think
leads to what ifs,
which leads to fear,
which leads to an avalanche of a breakdown,
which leads to a tremendous flood of pain and self doubt.

"and I trust that you love me too," -- Manchester Orchestra